another year, another blog

ok i know i haven't blogged in a while... but that's gonna change- cuz you're gonna lower your standards (starting now). one blog a month should do it. but anyways... hm, so what's happened since i've last blogged. well the motorcycle is fun, my parents know about it and they hate me, but they haven't killed me. school is hard and i don't like the academic part of it. but that's about it. well now i've covered the past. Presently, i'm sitting at my computer reaching over my guitar to type on this keyboard. now onto the future: uuhh, it's almost new years which means resolutions! yay! (sorta). my first resolution is to give blood every eight weeks (or nine or ten). My second resolution is kinda pathetic, but it's to finally get over this girl that's i've been chasing for like the last six months or so. ok that's not so much a resolution, i just decided that i wouldn't get involved with any girls during the first semester because if anything were (keyword- were) to happen between me and her, i wouldn't want to ruin whatever shot i had. but that didn't work out so well... so next semester i'll be forcing myself to meet other girls and forget about this one. I just, uugh. I can't believe i'm giving up so easily. i've always believed that if you really want something… then it's worth fighting for, or in this case i guess 'waiting for'. But waiting only works for so long, after that i've proven whatever point i was trying to make and then i'm just wasting my time. well this sucks, but all the songs i write are way to sad anyways. hm, i hope something goes right in 2006, i think i'm getting over-due for some much needed luck.
-steve
p.s. ok i did have some luck when i went bowling the other day, cuz i got 5 strikes in a row and i'm not even good at bowling... but i wish i could use that luck on something a little more important instead. damn

vroom vroom

so the days of wishing i had a motorcycle are almost over. tomorrow i'm buying a kawasaki ninja 500R (despite my parents strict orders to never ever even think about riding a street bike). well i just thought i would blog one last time before they kill me. i guess i don't have too much to say... i've never really done anything that my parents wouldn't approve of (ok, maybe a couple times), but this is definitely going to make some waves. i know, i know.... don't rock the boat. But it was bound to happen sooner or later. there's just something about motorcycles that i can't quite understand.... i just love 'em i guess. hopefully they'll appreciate the fact that i don't go out and buy a cbr 600 or something because i at least tried to do the reasonable thing and buy the recommended "starter bike" even though i think i'll probably want something faster in the near future.
-steve
p.s. i wonder whats going to kill me first, the bike---- or my parents?